I have loved writing since I was in Junior High, and my favorite subject has always been English, even when I was going to college it has always being my favorite subject. I even had a Freking journal, and still to this day. Though my journal is where I write personal things that I am not willing to share with no one just like anyone else, and in some way helps me process difficult thigs, as well as nightmares and such. But back in 2016?!? I believe is when I started my blog, my first entry. As it was around the time when I shortly had left my ex few years back before I had started my blog, as at that time most of the things such as domestic violence, physical and mental abuse was still fresh that I did not know how to process everything, and at times writing on my journal wasn't really helping much. Thought to myself hen that if I wrote my store in small bits and pieces it may help someone and letting them know that you are not alone and that there is help out there and that you will come out of that relationship one way or another as well as with daily struggles with mental health and such.
Writing to me helps me process things better than talking about them, though I am going to therapy, and it has helped me in many ways, along with medication. Yes, I was the one who decided to start medication as I thought it could help in some way along with therapy. Yes, I have gone through many therapists. until I finally found the right one for me. People have given me shit because I have gone through so many, but you know, a therapist is your best friend even though you pay them to listen to your shit, they still are your friend and are there to help you process whatever it is you may be struggling with and help you with your mental health and such. A therapist is a friend that you are shopping for, so if you do not like one go find another one, trade that therapist for another one that you connect with,
But anyway, I started my blog because as I said before, it helps me process things in a different way than just talking, or even better than talking with my therapist. As well as in hopes to reach someone that can benefit from my blogs as well as letting you guys know that you are not alone with whatever you are struggling with and that there is help out there. Whatever I am writing about on a blog I usually tend to leave links with resources that people can benefit from, and hopefully. it helps someone out there.
Blogging has been my therapy in many ways aside from having an actual therapist, I see my blog kind of like a journal that people can see and read, and probably say or think to themselves "what the hell is wrong with this person, I hope they are seeking help *which I am..*ssshhhh**. Or make someone laugh with my dumb complaints about life, work, coworkers and such. As well as talking about my experiences on my everyday life, and the adventures I go on while I bring my four-legged bestie along with me. I love bringing my dog Toby with me along as much as I can wherever I go if the circumstances allow it for me to bring him along with me. As well as me having a blog gives me the chance to write about almost anything that I want to write about while helping me process my thoughts and somehow someway help someone that may or may not be going though the same things or if you know of someone that requires help I hope that the links I post along with my blog help you or someone you know with whatever you may be struggling with and know that you are no alone...
With Love,
Venuz <3
