Where do I want to travel to?

     So, maybe all of this may sound like I may be just dreaming, or I do not know what it may sound like to any of you, but I as of lately I have been telling myself that I will move the New England (of the US of A) area. That I'll be visiting Salem on the weekly basis and such, and visit all of the New England states, and never get bored. I have been wanting to do so for quite a while now. Now, I know these areas are more expensive to travel to, but I would like to visit Europe, each of these for about a week.

     Italy, as I would like to visit that church that is in Rome, I forget what is called my apologies. I would like to visit Venice and eat all the food and candy that Italy has to offer, and experience the beauty, maybe even take a ride in one of the gondolas because why not. The Vatican in Rome because the painting that it has, and if there I believe that one painting is there if not then ill be on the hunt for it a library there that too. The coffee shops in Italy just sounds magical, on a spring day. Learning about the Sistine Chappel, and the leaning tower of pizza, and of course learning a lot about Italy and such and perhaps taking classes how to cook some good Italian food more so how to make spaghetti from scratch and pizza as well. All of this just sounds amazing. and I hope that one day I can visit Italy and experience it all or at least part of it, with however long I may be able to get.

    Visiting Ireland on a rainy and foggy day just sounds like something out of a fantasy story. Visiting the forests or just staying in a cabin in the forest near town maybe. To visit the coffee shops in town, eat all the unique foods as well. If the city or town gets overwhelming why not take a stroll or hike int he forests. In hopes to see all the faeries, Komes, and such even the faerie rings. Ireland jus sounds like a place all fairytales happen with all the magical creatures. All the beautiful sights that you see in pictures but are amazing to just look at in real life. If I ever get to visit, I hope I get to be lucky enough to fund a four-leaf clover with enough magic and luck, and if so, I will sure keep it safe in my wallet. Of course, we cannot forget about learning as much as we can in Ireland. We can't forget to visit the more well-known parts of Ireland as well as the lesser-known ones, and have and have as much fun as possible. I will definitely feel like royalty if I get to visit the castles that Ireland has specially the historic ones if they happen to have some and learning the history because yes. The Irish people I met when I was working as a sales associate on the strip they were so stinking nice! And that accent though?! I would ask or mention something along the lines about faeries or gnomes and such, and they either would go along with it or the very few of them specially the elderly ones would tell me some stories or with a smile away at the mention of such. That made me more excited about wanting to visit Ireland.

       

    Norway, oh my goodness! Norway sounds like another magical place to visit and learn more about. One thing that I will be exited to see would be the northern lights, and the milky way and all the stars. When I was working as a sales associate in one of the casinos on the strip I met many people from around the world. Few of them were from somewhere in Norway. They were really nice, if and when I get the chance to visit Id like to eat so many sweets such as candy, cookies and such and of course you cannot forget about the unique foods as well. 

This is it for me today, these parts of the world are some of where I'd like to visit but there are more. There will be a part 2 with a small description on why, what and where I'd like to visit and the just because of the why nots. So look out for that, I'll talk to you soon, and have an awesome day!

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Exercising + Chloe Ting challenge(s)

     Hello everyone! long time no talk! I hope everyone is doing okay so far. I came today because I wanted to say that today is been about three weeks now give or take that I started exercising. I usually do the workouts on the evening though, as I feel it works for me best. In some way it also helps me with my mental health as well, as I take the medication at nigh as prescribed by my psychiatrist. I want to think in some way it is helping me. I work out for about an hour or so, it makes me feel tired and relaxed and makes me sleep better and actually makes me go to bed as well. I want to think it is helping me in many ways than not. Even though I am not seeing many changes physically this soon, I am feeling some of the changes specially with my mental health. Yes, I have been wanting to give up and give it all up but I've come this far. 

    I am doing the Chloe Ting challenge one of them for now. I downloaded the app on my iPad that she has which it makes it in some way easier. I don't have to search for the workouts from whatever challenge she has though I don't mind looking for workouts. Her app makes it easier to work out because if I scroll it makes me not want to work out anymore. But anyway, after I do her workouts, I look for more on YouTube, I browse for what Id like to do that moment. If I cannot find something that I like I browse on the Grokker app. If I start feeling tired, I do something light or just some stretches, then a hot shower and right after I'm ready for bed. 

    I started exercising because I gained a lot of weight and I want to lose the weight. I want to feel happier, more energetic like I can conquer the world, and more confident than I do now. Happy with myself, and like I'm ready for the world. I'd like to love myself more than I already do now.

A visit to my friends at work on Las Vegas BLVD

This was today’s outfit of the day as I made my way to Las Vegas BLVD (strip) to visit my friends. It was a fun day getting to visit my old friends and managers at the Excalibur today. Did. It get to do much but got to hangout with them for a bit and talk with them as well. I miss them so much! Today was an accomplishment getting myself together to get out of the house for once. Yes I feel exhausted even though it was just for a few hours. As depression has been difficult lately for me. Not wanting to go out at all. Wanting to sleep all day and do nothing at all. So yes it was an accomplishment for me today. And tomorrow I will get to spend the day with my best friend! I missed her so much and I finally get to meet her baby! And I’m exited for that! 

I’ll be updating you all tomorrow of the shenanigans my best friend and I did along with her baby! The day has got to be fun! Talk to you guys tomorrow!! 

Stay Safe, Stay Gorgeous!

With Love, 

          Venuz <3

 

Weekend self-care day

     This past Saturday, I did a self-care day/evening and it felt good. I like doing self-care days but I rarely do them. Not because I do not want to but because since at the moment I live with my mom at the moment. So, whenever I do or try to do anything of the sort she finds something wrong with it. I did not come here today to complain, I came because I wanted to share the products that I used that day, and what I did while on my self-care day to feel a but relaxed and such. So let’s start!

About a month ago this shampoo and conditioner was given to me by my mom. It did not have a bad smell

But it was not something that I liked. Though I liked the way it made my hair feel though, and I want to think that it did somewhat helped my hair grow even if it was a tiny but. Every time I wash my hair I wash it twice before any conditioner, why? To me it feels that I washed everything away from my head and hair, all the dirty and bad crap including if I used any other product, such as gel, muse or such to make my hair look nicer and to tame frizzy hairs. After the second I go in with the conditioner massage it in just like I do with the shampoo and leave the conditioner in for about five to ten minuses give or take. While I was my face and body, then rinse off. 

I found this at thee Dollar Tree a while back, and I used it for the first or second time on Saturday. And let me tell you it smells really good and made my face feel soft and clean. It does smell like blueberries but very lightly, but you can smell the fruitiness in there though. The face soap it self is blue, a nice blue, it does bubble up like most face soaps. It will leave your face feeling cleaned and refreshed and soft. If you have a Dollar Tree near by I highly recommend you picking one up if you see it.

Now, this body lotion I bought it from a Dollar General, and just Saturday I used the last bit of the lotion. I liked the smell, and how it made my skin feel. Soft hydrated with a nice scent. Im not sure if it helped to get my skin firm and supple, but it sure made it feel soft thats for sure. I am not sure if it was for that supposed Q10 to whatever that is in there.But I want to think it did something. 

Now. I found this leave in conditioner at the Dollar Tree and I got my felengies on it! As you can see, and I like how it makes my hair feel. I’ve used that brand of shampoos and conditioners for as long as I can remember. I will usually go for the strawberries and cream, the sun ripped strawberries or the coconut one. I like how the brand leave my hair nice and shiny and with a nice smell. This one I use it specially when I use the shampoo bar that I get at the Dollar Tree.

This wich hazel Ive had it for a while now, and I like it. I like the rose scent that it has. Whenever I use it to cleanse my face after washing my face, it makes it feel soft and hydrated, with a faint smell of roses of course. I don’t remember where I bought it from but I’m glad I was able to get it when I was able to do so.

These two night and day creams I got them from the Dollar Tree. I personally like how they smell. To me they have the subtle scent of a cantaloupe. And I’m not mad about it, since I like cantaloupe anyway. Just a few weeks ago I was at Walmart and saw they had cantaloupes, I grabbed one and that thing was a goner within two days. It tasted so stinking good! But anyway, these two face creams to me have a nice sense to them, and they leave your face nice,  soft, hydrated and glowing. If you have oily face I do not recommend them, if you’d like to try them just make sure to be careful. I do not want you to break out.

And now! For the final contender of the night this face mask! I do not remember where I got it from. I used this one for my self-care day, and it was nice. The smell of roses is what made me relax while I had some LoFi music on while I waited for it to do its thing. I liked how my face felt after. I saved the packet because I used the last of the juices in there and massaged them in to my face, which made my face feel extra nice. 

I enjoyed my self-care day very much so, and I cannot wait to do it again next week I hope. I’ll talk to you guys soon. And remember!

Stay safe, Stay Beautiful !

With Love,

                  Venuz <3

Favorite Type of Music

     Music has been a big part of my life. As a pre-teen middle school age I listened to mostly pop music. This was when my family and I lived in El Paso, TX. This was when I as well had a big stereo, I had a favorite stereo station that I listened to all the time, and you guessed it! it was pop music this was back in the early 2000's. I listened to pop music in Spanish. This was in my unpopular opinion when pop music was better the music, and lyrics told a story and in some way a meaning and such. Maybe I am being biased because I don't listen to pop music anymore. There are a few pop songs that I like in English as well. Jessie McCartney was my crush back in middle school, and of course you cannot go wrong with old school Christina Aguilera music, and YOU will never go wrong with Britney Spears because no one hates Britney in my opinion. One of favorite songs back then was 'Milkshake by Kelis' I did not know what the song insinuated back then until I listened to it again a few weeks ago and oh my goodness! Either way I still like the song anyway another favorite song of mine was 'Going Down by Young Joc' and do not give me wrong I still like it. I listened to it a few days ago on YouTube. Now 8th grade is when I started discovering about rock music, and I started liking it, the first rock band I liked and discovered was Good Charlotte. The one cd I owned from them back then was The Chronicles of Life & Death. It was one of my favorite albums I'm not going to lie. Then right when I started high school is when I started to discover more about rock music now called 'emo' music, but I'm not even mad about it. I embrace being an 'elder emo' now. I remember when I first discovered My Chemical Romance, I feel in love with the band, and had the biggest crush on Gerard Way. I believe I first heard of them when I heard Helena, and that was one of the song's I listened to them most. The main band I listened to and still do to this day is My Chemical Romance, but other than them I also listened to Seether, Simple Plan, Halestorm, Theory of a Deadman, and of course The Used. Little by little I was being introduced to heavier rock music, aka black metal, trash meal, etc. I was introduced to In This Moment by my boyfriend then. They are one of my favorite rock/metal bands that is fronted by a woman and let me tell you that Maria Brink is a lot more gorgeous in person, nicer and kinder than you think. I saw them live a few years back, I enjoyed my time at the concert very much so. Shinedown is another that I listen to and they were my first concert that I went to see at 19. 

    So all in all my favorite type of music since middle school has been rock & 'emo' music. I don't think it'll change any time soon.

                                                                   Stay Safe, Stay Gorgeous

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                                                                                               Venuz