Hello....how my diabetes is going, and the job search?

    Hello everyone! How is everyone doing? Me, I'm doing well now after close to two weeks of my mom having to call the paramedics because of low blood sugars and such, with one of those being a adjustment disorder. I of course made an appointment with the Psychiatrist that I am seeing at the moment because of the car accident that I was in some time ago, I think I told you guys about it a few posts ago, I think. it also had something to I want to think in regards of the medication that I am taking for depression and such. I do not remember anything that lead up to that incident at all. I just know I woke up in the hospital, crying to myself and telling myself that I was not crazy and such. It all felt overwhelming and unsure of what to do after that. I though just took it easy for a few days of course and making calls to make an appointment to the Psychiatrist and talking it over with the speech therapist.

    A few days later again my mom had to call the paramedics because once again my blood sugar was low. All of this was in a span of close to two weeks. Now yesterday once again my mom had to call once again in regards of my blood sugar being low. I do not know what is going on and the why I keep having these low blood sugars at night. I make sure I eat something right before bed. Also, my mental health being shit as well. I am sure that if my mom ends up having to call the paramedics a few more times and I end up in the hospital I will be well known, and I might as well end up admitting myself into the hospital next time I end up in there just in case.

    Now...job searching has been stupid. I have applied almost everywhere that I for sure know are hiring and that I have the qualifications for, yet no one calls for an interview, some are nice enough to send a rejection email, which is nice at least they had the decency to send that email that I was not picked amongst who knows how many had applied before me. Maybe the people they picked had a lot more experience than I did or saw something that they liked in that person/s other than what they saw on my resume or application. I'm not giving up though. The 'free' time that I have I get to make YouTube videos and will have to update you guys a lot more on here than I had ever. Though I surely do not know what you guys will like to read or watch on YouTube. Everyone is welcome to leave a comment on what will you like to read or even if you'd like to watch my YouTube videos. 

Five Things I Cannot Live Without….

There are many things I cannot live without trust me. But one thing I can acctually cannot live without, is Insulin because for one it keeps me alive! Yes I have type one diabetes and the life juice (insulin) keeps me a live. Thing number two I perhaps cannot live without is coffee and ofcourse water. Coffee is my favorite drink of all time, there is no day I go without drinking coffee, wether is iced cold or warm/hot, I always have a cup on hand. 

Third perhaps thing is books! I stinking love books and music. The type of books I like reading is the ones from Anne Rice her gothic writing is just the right erotic and gothiqui. It gives you a lot to imagine for, and her descriptions for the characters I feel are on point. Not scary but not ‘oh darlin!’ Kinda deal, Anne Rice’s books are the right amount of everything. 

Music on the other hand are memories you can always go back to, some not so good, and majority that are amazing as heckling! Ofcourse there’s always those songs you can shake it all up and move to, and everything in between. 

Music does and will always do amazing things, as well as make people come together, and feel the same feeling all the same time. And that my friends is an amazing thing that music does. My dog should had been on the beggening but hes one thing I can’t live without even though he gets on my nerves at times, but he’s also the one that brings me joy as well….