Am I making the right decision? Should I go forth with it?

   I have been thinking since last we spoke to start looking for a new job. I have been looking for work from home or remote jobs since, even before I started working for Dunkin Donuts. I do not think that working fast food is for me now that I come to think about it. I’ve lasted this long because I need to pay bills, and have a doggie mouth to feed.

   I do not hate the job, I just don’t think it’s for me. Maybe it could just be I don’t feel so comfortable working with all high school kids. Yes when I was their age I was probably just like them wanting to fit in with my peers and thought it was ‘cool’ to be a snarky kid with an attitude making fun of everyone, thinking I knew better than most. 

   Other than many, many ‘complaints’ about work, I am unsure if I am the problem or I just do not fit in with their ‘work ethics’ I don’t know. I just don’t feel comfortable working there anymore, I would be comfortable work there if there wasn’t any nitpicking or favorism around, and training was longer than just a week or two and things were explained better and communication existed there. But nothing like that is there and no one communicates in anyway at all. I do not understand what kids or bosses mean now a days with communication in anyway. 

   But anyway, I have been looking for a new job, more so one that is work from home . I hope I do find one soon. As I find best to work alone/on my own rather than on a team. Though if I have to work in team wise then well, it is what it is. I just find best I work best on my own.

                    With Love, 

                                 Venuz <3

I hope you guys have had a good week so far, if not lets talk about it. My week has been okay so far...

    Hello everyone!! I hope you have been doing well through the week, but if your week has been rough, let's talk about it, what do you think?!

     My week though has been good to me in some way, yet rough not work wise in any way though. Just mostly stressed because I have not been able to pay my phone bill let alone rent! Since from my last job I was fired. It took a long while to find a new job, where I work at now which is Dunkin Donuts. Last we talked about me getting hired at Dunking Donuts now last we talked. But anyway, since I got hired there it was late March that I got hired. I am liking working at Dunking so far. 

    Lately I have been feeling stressed because, I have been unable to pay this months' rent, and the month is coming to an end now, and next month I will be extremely late on rent that the whole next check will be towards rent for both months (March & April) and still be late on rent for both months and that will not include my cell phone bill. I am feeling too stressed because I am not sure what will happen next, I just hope I do not get a notice to evacuate my apartment to the point I become homeless, which god forbid does not happen. I do not want to be a person without housing, I really do not as I have worked hard to be where I am. I am not sure what to do at this moment anymore, to make enough money to pay rent and/or cellphone bill. Food wise what I am able to do is just eat what I am able to eat while I am at work, and what little I have at home such as ramen, some crackers, of course cannot forget about drinking water even if is from the tap. 

    I have been thinking on getting a second job, but at the moment I am not quite used to waking up as early as I am to get ready for work and get Toby out to the patio area where I live to go potty. At the moment I have been unable to do UberEATS deliveries for extra money since I have been unable to pay for my cellphone bill. But you bet your booty that as soon as I get used to my current work schedule at Dunkin Donuts, I may be looking for a second job, perhaps a part-time one, as long as they are willing to work with my schedule that I have, as I said though, I just need to get used to my work schedule that I have at Dunking Donuts. Hopefully, having two jobs wont mess with my Diabetes in any way to the point it makes my blood sugars severely low. to the point I need to call the ambulance for myself. We will see what happens as soon as I get myself situated first. Though I have been looking at some small locally owned restaurants that are close to me that perhaps may be hiring. I may have to look around those and submit applications to those restaurants, and hopefully they are willing to work with me and my schedule at Dunking Donuts, but for that I will have to do it on my next days off which will be during the week which is good. Submitting applications in person I like doing it during the week on business days, rather than the weekends. As I feel is best because if there is any small locally owned restaurant or shop that accepts applications in person is best during the week rather than the weekend as the owner/s can get to meet me and see me in person of course, and perhaps give me an interview right then and there, which is always best, but as everyone knows, everywhere applications are now submitted online rather than in person, like it used to be way back when, because then you had the best chances to get an interview right then and there and if you were lucky enough get the job the same day, but if you were that lucky you were able to start the same day if not the day after, unless they told you hey go to so and so place and get the background check and drug test and you start such and such day.   

    But what has been happening in the world now, everything has to be online. A lot has changed from when I grew up back in the19 90's and early 2000's. I miss those days, I am 34 and trust me a whole lot has changed so, so much has changed is crazy how the world has changed in so many ways. What made it worse in some way the Covid-19 pandemic thing that made everything everywhere go up in price. Now no one can afford to put gas on their cars let alone buy a damn house. It's ridiculous how expensive everything is now. Even rent went up like crazy! I dislike it so very much just as much as the next person, but what are we able to do about it???

    Well, enough about me and my rants about me being penniless and unable to afford rent at the moment and how the world has gone crazy. Talk to you guys next time, be safe, stay well. 

Don't forget you are wanted & worth it!

                                        With Love,

                                                    Venuz <3